2nd of July
After hiding my feelings and everything for so long, after thinking the feeling for you, its just temporary or its really real. I always thought its was temporary because i thought its was all must memories, see you with other guys make me jealous, thinking you make me miss you so badly.
After getting the guts to ask my sister about us , and i still cant believe that she even remember your name! CANNOT BELIEVE SERIOUSLY!!! And she support us too, Which remember that moment when i talk back to the table and smile and laughing? How happy i am? Hahaha! Then we went for walk together and you somehow reject me, which make me feel sucks, but am i giving up? No!! Of course i hope everyone support us too! really hope!
3rd of July
Saw you again, you didnt talk to me for like.. 1hour? I FEEL SUCKS, I FEEL LIKE SHIT! But what can i do , But to SUCK IT UP!!!! Something you told me , maybe i shouldnt say it here. But i remember something you always tell me.
'What Meant To Be, Will Be.'
So i will always remember, and if we need to start all over as friends, I wont mind because we are starting a new relationship like a new couple together.
AND MISS WONG, PLEASE REMEMBER THE PROMISES WE MADE FOR EACH OTHER ON THIS DAY.
4th of July
Which is today. A fucking bad day when my phone spoil! Cant contact anyone. Everytime when i take 184 , i will hope i will see you on the bus stop at NP , taking the same bus as you! When you are having holiday, i will be there hoping too! I hope everything goes right for me , i hope the promises we made for each other will come true. I hope everyone will support us too!
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